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Wanderer of Distant Stars
Member Since May 2012
Location: North Carolina, USA. Originally New York
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Aug 28, 2024 at 04:43 PM
Oh @Nammu what dreams!! I would have never imagined so many details all put together like that! Have you ever thought of making a dream journal? I think it would be so cool!!
So, I have had a real emotional 24 hours. I stood up WAY too long last night, back to my old behaviors in chatrooms and I really felt bad about it this morning because I didn't get to bed till 5am and got up so late and missed a couple of important phone calls about a possible job here in my town. I had reached out to someone I admire and respect very much and wanted him to help me get a job and I DEFINITELY didn't want to disappoint him, and I feel like I did this morning. I was just knocked out all morning and they were trying to reach me for this job offer. When I finally reached out, they haven't gotten back to me, so I feel like I totally missed the opportunity.
UGH.
Anyway, I didn't try to let it destroy me completely today, which is a BIG step for me, and just worked through the day. Had a very productive day, in spite of that letdown, and now I am doing my laundry and took a really nice, long relaxing shower.
All in all, I am in a really good place mentally and emotionally, which is nice, pleasant surprise considering I beat myself so much for failure - and because they haven't reached out to me. Going to enjoy the rest of the night, talk to a few friends, spend time with my boyfriend and absolutely stay OUT of chatrooms tonight!!
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