No need to apologize, LT. I'm not upset. I just don't have the capacity to empathize with her. She might have other feelings then just happy. And I really just don't care. Like I responded above, I want her to feel feelings for me and us. I want her to feel all those feelings, even regret. Not that she will feel any of those things, but it would make me feel better.

L said she was going to tell T about the pregnancy. I don't know if I'm supposed to wait for L to talk to T or if I can just do it now. Maybe I should have a session with T. But the problem with T is she is so direct and to the point, that our last session only last 30mins and that was hard stretching that out. Plus she's always positive. I feel like I have no one but her to bounce these things off of, but she's not ideal either. Maybe I'll write her an email and try.