Before you read this, trust me,, I know I'm stupid and HOLY FK! I do NOT typically and this time I did NOT have a trip sitter. I'm not certain if there is a hell, but I made out with the devil so I think I'm going there...except I may have fought her off?

I'm really sorry I haven't been here that much. Things have been rough.

If anyone remembers what I said about certain side effects from certain meds and what I'd do, well, those came about, so...yeah...psychotic or feeling tortured by a chemical are my options. I think psychotic looks better. Just a personal preference (I am staying on Quetiapine, but I will NEVER take Haldol again and that's kinda what brought me down this time, but things are different and I don't even want the option to take it now.