When I found out abouy my T, I jumped onto finding somebody who could be around once he's gone almost immediately. I am now glad I did so, even though T is still the best person to ever have been in my life. Maybe you can look around? You could still talk to her a bit in the next few months and process some things, while maybe also offloading some of the other things to a different T. Also, I'd hope a US therapist has some kind of way to find people who are not within the same insurance!