I don't know where to start. I got a therapist an hour away on a bus/train. we're making moves to break out of poverty because I can't get the help I need. To do this I have to go back to school, work part-time and remote. My husband has to do the same. It'll cost about 20k if this goes wrong. I'm scared. I don't think I can do a part time job even if it is remote but I need a cleaner, walk-in shower and washer dryer. I love my Dr. I gave up on art. I have to be okay.