(((((((((((( poolboy ))))))))))))))

Our subconscious minds are funny sometimes....we don't always remember our dreams or nightmares. And sometimes we may think we are awake and dream something horrible and it feels like we are awake but we really are not. Does that make sense?

I'm not taking away from you how very real it felt hon. Not at all. That is the scariest and most unnerving thing to go through. (I've been there too) I'm just saying that our minds sometimes play tricks on us....and no, you are not mad.....not in the least!!

I hope you can feel better today....relax and breathe.....take some time for you and treat yourself well!


sabby