It's almost all PRNs I get shyt for when I don't take them. I've been taking all my scheduled ones except one night dose and two noon doses (which to be fair are baby doses that do nothing but keep me too tired to do anything but not tired enough to nap, I know,, something to discuss with pdoc). You do point out that bpd is probably more of an issue now than bp, and I wouldn't want them treating me with meds instead of whatever the hell they do for bpd crises other than tell me to take a shower and go for a walk (I got the latter advice during a thunderstorm and it's a great idea when you're paranoid af). I know I have to learn this shyt on my own though and their ideas are just what I've been doing before last resort of calling their crisis line.



Anyway, as soon as I see my med nurse (MY nurse), I'll give them back. They'll be pissed, I'll feel like I don't have options, it'll be great. I do have them in my backpack already.