I've lost my joy. I don't know how else to explain the way I feel now. I come here and all I'm able to do is type a few words of support and I hate that. Hopefully the new meds will kick in.......I feel so wiped out all the time. I guess it will take time to adjust to them. To anyone that I've neglected or pissed off or just been weird with.....I'm so sorry. I'll improve, I'm sure of that..but I just don't know how long it's going to take.......pat