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Sep 05, 2024, 05:49 AM
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Wanderer of Distant Stars
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Member Since: May 2012
Location: North Carolina, USA. Originally New York
Posts: 26,606
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Hey guys,
Been a while since I posted. Up since 4:30am just worrying and upset. I am really going through it. My emotions are very high, and I have been crying a lot the past few days. I made a big decision to start paying off a $27,000 car that is on my credit. There is so much behind the history of what happened with this car, but the bottom line is, its a car that my ex gave away to someone, I had tried to report it stolen, but it was lost finally when I went to jail and wasn't able to recover it. Suffice to say, I have tried everything to get this resolved for 4 years with no solution other than having to suck it up and pay for it.
It's been really hard on my soul, and my mom and dad are very upset. Trust me if I had options like maybe bankruptcy I would, because this monthly payment is going to hurt me so bad, and I am just making myself sick over it. I don't feel good, and I am under a lot of stress. I am fighting through though, because ultimately, I know this is the right decision.
Just another reason to hate my ex so much, I finally blocked his mother today too - that was another hard decision. I don't care what ever happens to him anymore.
This is all just so hard. 
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