@LadyShadow
I'm so sorry you're having so much anxiety & stress over the car payments

I've been having a lot of anxiety lately. I know a lot of it is situational b/c my car is due for inspection and won't pass emissions and my mechanic seems to be at a loss about how to get it to pass inspection (the issue is more complicated than the normal reasons a car won't pass). If I can't get a new inspection sticker this month, I don't know what we'll do. We can't afford a new car or even a decent used car. This has me so anxious, I can hardly fall asleep at night, and lately I've been having multiple panic attacks daily

I did see the pdoc this AM but all he did was slightly bump up my buspirone to 7.5 mg twice daily from 5 mg 2x daily. IDK, in the past, I took 30 mg twice daily and I still don't know that that made much difference. Sigh. I now have to see the pdoc again in 2 weeks b/c of the anxiety issues.