Sorry to hear about what you went through with your parents too. I think that you’re right about what you said.
I’ve never been a confident person & I’ll probably never be happy with the way that I look too unless I end up spending 100,000 plus on plastic surgery maybe.
I should’ve blocked my abusive dad & mom years ago. I hate them. They are very judgmental & critical & they never ever listen to anything I tell them, ugh!