7:55am Friday morning. I should be happy it's Friday, right? But I'm an anxious mess. I see all 3 of my Year 7 classes today and I have a Year 9 class as an extra because their teacher is away.

Thankfully I don't have Year 8s at the moment. My GP wrote a letter saying not fit to teach Year 8s because it's making my depression and anxiety worse. They were throwing each other off chairs and throwing chairs at one another. It was only a matter of time before I got injured.

I can't help this constant feeling of anxiety though. It follows me like a black shadow and it won't go away.