Slept about 4 hours last night, then laid in bed for a long time. I am still losing weight despite eating everything in sight. I looked up hyperthyroidism after someone mentioned it and Jesus, I have almost every symptom, like skin feeling hot, heart beating so fast it feels like it’s gonna jump out of my chest, skin getting hot despite no fever, anxiety anxiety. I have an appt with a new PCP this Friday for a physical so I will know if thyroid level is high then. I just wish I could really calm down… My psychiatrist put me on Lithium 300 bid which he said is a sub therapeutic dose, also on Klonopin .5 bid. Wish this would stop. Have not been calm in so long I that it seems like a fantasy. It good to be able to write about this.