I'm kinda stressed right now. Its just anxiety and high blood pressure and the kids have been here and have been screeching and asking for stuff all night. I took another sitz bath today since I had issues again last night. And I'm trying to take care of the blood pressure issue right now with pepcid. I have some chest pains and anxiety but what else indicates heart issues. Like do you just show up to the ER and say I think I'm having a heart attack? They will look at you like you are Boo Boo The Fool. Idk. I'll try just sleeping it off.

I do feel a lot better when I'm not lying on my left side. Not sure thats good regarding the whole heart issues. The pepcid didnt help.

There was some big news story about a massive shooting on a highway in Kentucky but then they switched to the Bill Mahr Show and I'm like "ok" guess its not a big deal.

Idk why they are all like "breaking news, mass casuaulty incident numerous victims." and then its like 5 people who are in stable condition.

This girl on Reddit was *****ing that the hospital didn't admit her with a 145/107 blood pressure.
***** my blood pressure was 158/100 at the doctors and they didn't say anything. Calm down.

Yeah. I'm still nauseated and cranky from it.