Good afternoon, I slept really well. Haven't done much today other than read. I took a short nap this morning. I did take a shower though. Trying to muster the motivation to clean my apartment. I'm just procrastinating on it. It's not a big mess or anything, I'd just like to get some basic stuff done, vacuuming, sweeping/mopping, cleaning the bathroom, cleaning the kitchen surfaces. That's really all that needs to be done. And laundry. I'm drinking coffee right now and hoping for a burst of energy to get it all started at least. If I don't finish till tomorrow that's fine I just at least want to get started. Usually once I start something I finish the hard part is to stop procrastinating and actually start. I usually get the motivation AFTER I start something.
I feel pretty good though. Looking forward to the upcoming week. It's gonna be a busy week but a good week. I think maybe to get myself to clean I'll reward myself by watching a show or something when I get some of it done.
I have a violin lesson tomorrow afternoon
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
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