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Sep 11, 2024, 06:51 AM
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Wanderer of Distant Stars
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Member Since: May 2012
Location: North Carolina, USA. Originally New York
Posts: 26,597
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I woke up way too early, and I am feeling it now. I would drink coffee, but that actually puts me to sleep so that's a no-go there. I just feel so mentally and emotionally exhausted. I am pushing myself to work today - that payment really hurts. I am just so lost as to what I am supposed to be doing. Therapy was SO hard yesterday; I was totally disorganized and all over the place, but my T was very patient with me.
I am pushing through and staying positive. Remembering to take an inventory of all I have to be grateful for and how far I've come. I refuse to feel sorry for myself, fall into depression or ask for more medicine. Screw all that. I am a fighter and I have always been and I am going to fight my way through this. It's mind over matter and after everything I have been through, I know that healing comes from within and I need to keep fighting those demons that tell us all the bad things. They cannot win!!
Hugs for everyone that needs it this morning  I hope everyone has a fantastic Wednesday!! 
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