Thanks, Lost.

There are so many other things I wish I could talk to L about right now. But our relationship is such in jeopardy that it feels like if we don't talk about it, we will just die. Or it feels like we're ignoring the pain/ the big pink elephant in the room.

I'm leaning mostly on this forum. My other group is very one-sided. Whereas here there's a mixture of opinions, there they all mostly say to leave L. While they are suffering from their own mental health, the focus is not on that, so they just react from their own pain. Here, people seem to try to balance all points of view. I do appreciate the other group as I have a place where people can relate and even vent about being CNBC. However, I need more well-rounded support more right now.