No matter what is going on I honestly can't say I wouldn't go back to my transference T if I had the option. I don't even know why. My current therapist is a lot better and seems to actually like me and allows emails which is a big part of therapy for me. So I don't get what my problem is. But I'm not sure I'd ever say no to going back to my transference T. I'm guessing its kinda like a bad relationship type thing.