Still sick. Except now I'm freezing 🥶 and my fingertips are numb and tingly. I showed my flea bites to Daughter last night and she was like, "OH MY GOD!!! Daddy and I don't have any. Why do you have so many?!" I don't know why they're eating me alive! They're leaving everyone else alone, including the cats! I don't even know where they're all coming from still because we've been vacuuming and cleaning and insecticiding like crazy! They're living off me! So I'm probably going to the doctor on Monday because I feel awful. I'm itchy and ill. I've been taking Claritin, thinking maybe I'm having some sort of flea allergic reaction, but the stupid shyt is making my anxiety skyrocket!!!!

I made the mistake last night of looking at old pictures of myself on Facebook. Before seroquel I as so thin! It kind of made me sad. Made me feel like a fat blob. I need to get off this shyt! I don't know what to do though. I'm too scared to go off it and try something new since the only side effect I'm having from it is increased hunger and weight gain (and I'm thirsty like ALL THE TIME). I guess I'll just have a discussion with new scary psychiatrist about it.

@June08

I'm so sad you can't go to your concert! 😢 I'll go with you. I like all sorts of music. 😊 Just kidding. Seriously though, if we knew each other IRL I would go with you.