This COVID thing is nothing to mess around with. I'm probably going to have to see my doctor this week because I'm still very sick and I have asthma which is very angry too. My throat is so sore ti hurts to swallow. I just can't believe how bad I feel. It's not doing much for my moods either.


I'm going to have to cancel pointless therapist this week. Having no voice and the energy it would take to drive to the city and back mean it just won't work and virtual won't work bc of the lack of voice. I don't know if I'll go see her again the next week or not. I probably should but I just think "what am I going to talk to her about?" and I want to just avoid it. My real therapist is back in 2..5 weeks now. I'm holding it together so far without much therapeutic help so I'm pretty sure I can do it an extra week. I am not necessarily doing great but nobody could tell that. I'm not sure my real therapist will even pick up on it.

Last night I somehow missed my main pills. I took my extra ones at 11 and slept through the night just fine. I hope that happens again (although I did take my meds!). I don't know how I missed last night ; I must have deviated from my routine.

We've been looking at houses near my sister for quite a while. My mom saw one today that she really likes. She's not sure she'll make an offer but I can tell she liked it a lot. I wish I could have been there to see it. But I trust her and the pictures on the real estate site look good. The way this always works is that she gets outbid or someone offers to pay with cash. But we'll see.

I'm maybe feeling a little sleepy...going to get some more tea with honey. If it doesn't do anything at least it tastes good.