I was throwing up all morning and I tried a bunch of stuff so I could make it in person and then finally I knew I had to switch to telehealth. So I emailed her and she said how about if we do in person on Thursday. I apologized and told her I didn't want her to fire me. She said she never would and that she totally understands my situation.

I was sick 3 times during the time we would have been meeting and I've been sick pretty much all day and I haven't gotten out of bed. So I didn't over react or anything

But I still feel like such a jerk for this.