Learned today that P is definitely moving sometime in the new year, probably Jan. I don't know when he's giving up the lease on his office. He says we can probably do video sessions once a week but I don't know what the end goal is except maybe to have a good ending? Video is NOT the same as in person. I feel numb. I'm not sure what the future looks like. I think I still need a therapist. Maybe I don't. I don't know. This sucks.