On the way home from my mental health drop-in i took the bus home with one of the women, "B." We had a great conversation! I so enjoyed it! I really feel so happy to have had such a good time and let loose with someone. She's really bright and likeable. I screwed up my courage and asked to exchange phone numbers but she said no, as she is bad at keeping in touch, but would look forward to seeing me around the drop-in. So that was a disappointment, but i'm pleased and proud of myself that i took the initiative and seized the day. Maybe we'll exchange phone numbers when she's more familiar with me. It's only the second time i've seen her there. Wow, i feel so much better about myself, for being myself for once, and expressing myself. What a relief to 'come out of my shell' as June08 puts it, and really connect with someone!