I slept from 8:30 AM to 12:30 PM. I am so tired now. Hopefully I'll stay calm tonight and sleep. My only real goal for today was to get my blood drawn for clozaril and I did that so I'm ok to just rest. I need to go to Walmart but I'm moving that to tomorrow after I've had some sleep. It will go faster if I'm not too tired to follow the rows in logical order.

I'm going to see the new house Tuesday. I wish it were sooner but it's only 5 more days and that day will be a big day anyway because it will be one more week and my therapist will be back. He's going to be mad at me for dumping the substitute but I couldn't go this week (I could now, I'm much better, but I didn't know that when I would have re-scheduled) and next week is busy. We have family coming from all over the place for a gathering here. Plus she didn't help. I realize I only gave her one chance to help but it's not my fault I got sick. We'll work it out. I just hope he doesn't think I can go this many weeks between therapy normally. I'm paying a price doing this, especially now.


Hoping to stay awake until med time (which is too early to go to sleep, I'd be awake in the middle of the night for sure)....