Fu John.... Making my child go in the closet for 6+ more years. Your a horrible therapist I wish I knew. You would have been fired.

I'm slipping, I have therapy tomorrow and don't want to tell her. H is taking down the fire alarm in our room tomorrow because it feels like it's recording us. My head's loud, I'm confused, worried about catching something if I eat. But I recognize it. I don't want to tell t or pdoc. Found out we have the kid for at least 2 more weeks. Which means all his books will be in. He may learn to read in that time. I don't want to change my meds because what if it's worse! But I thought about blood letting today.