I'm so disappointed! I saw B today at a picnic and she barely paid any attention to me. I guess yesterday was just an anomaly. Maybe groups are not my thing. I seem to have a good time only one-on-one. But how do you arrange that? I don't want to date.

B was texting with a guy, then he showed up and they were very cozy. Yesterday she told me she had trouble staying in touch with people. Well, she obviously didn't have any trouble staying in touch with him.

Maybe it's for the best. I woke up super early, before dawn, and dressed in a wildly colored African dress. These are both behaviors i have when hypomanic. I felt worried that my mood was escalating but since B ignored me i've been down in the dumps as usual.