That’s the tricky bit.
He DID help me a lot over the 3 years.
I was able to leave an abusive marriage and get support to start a new life.
I just need someone to review my meds and thought it was easier to deal with someone who knows my history. It’s tiring and takes months to open up and tell my story.
This time, I wouldn’t be dealing with a husband who sabotaged all my efforts to get better.
I am happy in my life.
I just wish I could work through my issues with men. I’ve worked through so much stuff with a female pdoc and still see her. My sticking issue is with men and I need to face up to it and work through it.