I’m feeling anxious. Day 2 of my 1 month break.

School is officially on holiday for 2 weeks.

I haven’t told my partner I’m off work for so long. I don’t know how he’ll take it. He undermines my mental health “they’re just kids get over it” kind of attitude.

Think we might be going to visit his dad in hospital tomorrow. He wants to see him as often as possible before he passes away. He’s 83 years old and not holding up.

Managed to book an initial consultation with my son’s new OT mid October. With everything else going on I’m ashamed to say I don’t feel like it. It’s a 2 hour meeting at my HOUSE. It’s a mess and I will be the one left to clean up everything. We don’t like having people here hence it currently looks like a dump. Heaven save me.