H from the helpline responded to my email this morning and offered a slot to talk.
I appreciated the opportunity to speak with someone who understood the background, rather than having to go through it all over again.
We had a helpful conversation about the 'cost' of Steve stepping into his truest self.
I asked whether we could debrief on Monday, and H said my 'usual' slot is available, so we'll speak again then.
She also gave me some information about a YouTube channel with somatic practices for releasing emotions.
I'm going to try and use one of them tomorrow, I think.
Other than that, I don't know what I need, and should probably try to work that out.
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'Somewhere up above the great divide
Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few
A man can see his way clear to the light
'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin