I'm SO paranoid right now. I'm scared something terrible is going to happen to my husband, like I jinxed something and conjured up negative energy. Like I AM the negative energy. I don't know what to do. I'm freaking out. My husband is at work. I texted him my concerns and he said I needed to get people on the phone on Monday.

I feel light headed and shaky and like I'm going to pass out or something. Our daughter chose to go to his mom's house tonight instead of staying home with me and I don't know why. I'm paranoid she thinks I'm like my mom or something and that's why she doesn't want to hang out with me.

Of course, who would want to hang out with THE negative energy? I certainly wouldn't! I don't like being with myself right now.