Hi R,
I wish I could reach the sense of safety that I need in our relationship at the moment.
It feels so flipping distant, and I've never needed it more.
H is well aware that I don't feel properly safe with you again yet...and I feel conflicted about still seeking support from her when we are able to be in the same room.
Hopefully it's just today, but everything ****ing hurts.
Lost
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