absolutely break as much as mentally breaking is possible simply because you cannot handle this world and all it's...worldliness.

You just get sick of breaking down over the tiniest little things. Calling your team's emergency line saying it is too much just because someone laughed too loud, and you know they're thinking "shyt, this chick is a dilapidated, previously en fuego building in a tornado."

And then you calm down.

Only to drop a fking water bottle and hide in the bathtub.

and calm down.

and repeat

and they keep saying "you always calm down" well, yeah, but is not freaking out worth freaking out every time a squirrel makes sound running through leaves every day?

wtf man. wtf.