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indigo1015
I'm so sorry your therapist is flaking out on you (that's not fair) and that the guys are flaking out on you. Try reading Baggage Reclaim by Natalie Lue, she talks about a lot of "types" of guys including a s s clowns and how to value yourself so you don't fall in with these guys in the first place.
It's good you left the restaurant and got takeout and ate at home.
Sometimes it's better to be in our own company with our fur-baby.
If you weren't in pharmacy and money was not an isssue, what would you be doing?
Have you thought of having a life coach?