Sep 23, 2024 at 03:02 PM
@ Discombobulated
I am still shaky & I'm not sure if it's from the fall or the dental fear wearing off. Luckily, the dental appt. went well, the big chip got a filling & the smaller one smoothed out. The dentist did same the tooth nerve could still die from the trauma anywhere from weeks to YEARS later but it's something to deal with when the time comes.
This is definitely not my first fall due to exercising on bad sidewalks. I have fallen jogging on them in the past which is why I always run on the road, just I switch to the sidewalk while walking. I thought I'd be safer walking on the sidewalk, but I guess not.
Still I love walking & jogging so much I'm not going to give it up because of falling. Maybe a saner person would, but I'm just not there and I'm not sure if that's bipolar recklessness which I definitely do have or ED thinking or just I WANT that runner's high, maybe a combo of all 3, I don't know.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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