@Blueberrybook Sending my best wishes that your mom's oncology appointment comes out with no news take care of yourself and remind yourself worrying isn't going to change the outcome, and if the outcome is good, great! If it's not, you guys can/will tackle it as best as you can. I know you'll still be anxious, but realizing it's a thing that in the immediate present you have no control over might take that down some.