I'm so nervous, I'm hoping they forgot about it and I don't have to do it today and someone else steps in to do it. Not that I technically HAVE to do it, but occasionally I do it. The bingo games. I feel on the verge of a panic attack and don't think I can stand up in a room full of people calling out bingo numbers. It's uncomfortable. I honestly don't even know if I'm supposed to do it today, like they didn't ask me to but I feel like they might assume I'm doing it because I did one of the ones last month. Idk

I might just go to sleep. Regardless if I show up or not the program manager will end up doing it, no one is really required to do it.