i took klonpin and nothing. still anxious and wide awake. my t says i should call my pcp and ask her to bridge the gap before i see pdoc by giving me some more zyprexa for now as im back to not sleeping and as he puts it..my brain is mush. i cant remember anything. its annoying. also mind racing with just stuff. feeling bugs now crawling on me and t says im a bit paranoid bc im afraid pdoc wants me unstable so she can put me in hospital and get a kickback. i realzie how crazy that sounds but it feels real.

why wont this all just go away