A couple months ago I was manic and racked up my credit card so high that I’m unable to pay it off in one month. I can only pay so much a month because of my regular bills. I feel terrible that I was manic a whole month and racked up to much debt. I get my bipolar study money next month and I’m going to put that toward the payment. I feel remorse and guilt and anxiety. I usually run a tight ship with my bills. I’m not using that card but recurring charges show up on it that happen every month. I’m not using that card anymore. My mom has my other credit card so I can’t use it. It used to be attached to my starbucks account but I removed the card and deleted the app and my starbucks account altogether! It was just too easy to hit reload and go there every day. Luckily that card balance is now zero! Is this the regret that follows mania?