@MuddyBoots Yeah, that about sums up why I struggle with such anxiety when it comes to relationships. My dad left twice and I've had little consistency with adults in my life I could look up to growing up and being able to have/keep long term friends. Thanks for the food for thought!

@HALLIEBETH87 I hope your appointment is helpful!

Thinking of all of you who are struggling.

Today was an alright day, all things considered. It went fast which I'm grateful for. I'm noticing I have been putting off going to bed later and later because of how hard it is to get out of bed in the morning because of being depressed. As I right this, I haven't even begun my nighttime routine and I've normally been in bed by now for at least 30 minutes.

I'm worried about how my mood will be this weekend because of down time. I have a TON of grading to do so that will keep me busy. I also have an infusion scheduled and might see a friend on Sunday.

Oh, the friend I was so worried about said no worries to what I said so that has me feeling a little better.