wow. sounds like things felt pretty good there for a time :-)

i hate it how life can be so up and down :-( things can be so good sometimes... sometimes i think that i really have moved on and i'm alright now. and then something happens (hard to know what) and feels like i've been kicked in the guts again and i think that i really haven't moved on and i never will.

hang in there. i think... i think the idea is that the hard times will become less frequent and more managable when they are around (so they don't last as long). eventually... gradually... hang in there.