When I was at my doctor's office to see him about my back: he was in the next room and I could hear the ultrasound of the lady's babies heartbeat. I love that sound and it brought me to tears. I wanted to run into that room and feel her baby move around. It is such an amazing sound (for those who have been able to experience this and for those who have not, I can't really describe it). It is such an neat sound. The babies heart rate is so fast, it takes me away just hearing this sound.

I keep thinking about the baby, hearing babies heart. Yes, I do believe in God but someone once told me that we have to forgive ourselves before God can forgive us: this I do believe so I don't think I will ever be forgiven.

Justy