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raspberrytorte I'm all for not going to the hospital and avoiding doctors as much as possible, but I really really really think you should go to the ER. That is a lot of valium/diazepam. You say it's not lethal, and in my experience with benzo overdoses of similar equivalency, yeah, I'm alive, but it was NOT FUN when that left my body. And then there's the fact you are in the headspace you did that in the first place, and the phrasing "dye freak out" is just further sign that you're more impulsive. I don't want to see you get hurt or suffer needlessly. You can do what you want, of course, but if I were sitting next to you I would be begging to take you to the ER.
I want to say throughout the day I check for activity on this forum logged out from my phone and only log in and post outside of "normal MSF time" if there's something that looks really important or I'm doing a freak out, and this is one of those "looks really important" moments that had me logging in real quick.