Don't worry you guys. I'm okay. (Well, as okay as I can be I guess.) I don't need to go to the hospital. I always suffer through med withdrawals whenever I go to the hospital, which won't help me. I always get some asshat IP doctor who takes me off my benzo.... or last time it was gabapentin. Doesn't help my anxiety at all. Nope.
I took my nap. Dyeing my hair in about half an hour.
I'm not taking anymore diazepam anyway because I don't want to run out early. I've been through benzo withdrawal and it was the worst experience of my life, and all of my other meds are locked up.
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