I'm so glad it's the weekend, mainly because it means I'm that much closer to seeing my counselor and pdoc next week. Although, I'm nervous to tell them (especially my counselor) just how much I've been struggling. Especially my counselor because I haven't seen her very long so don't know how she responds when someone mentions SI thoughts. The thoughts are still there, but not as intensely as they have been.

Since I have so much work to do this weekend, at some point tomorrow or Sunday I'm going to go to a coffee shop to work on things.

TW: appetite/food/weight talk