I have family but talking to them hasn't helped. In the past it has made it worse tbh as they seem to always make it about them. I used to say I wouldn't do anything as long as my grandmother was here. I've even told everyone that but lately I feel like I can't keep that up. I don't know anything about samartians worried they will call the police or something. I went to see a therapist and set up an appointment and it is thursday but I am going to cancel it.