Ok, that being said, I just found out my ex husband has a girlfriend and it's throwing me off. Emotions are irrational. I know that tigers don't change their stripes and it's only a matter of time before he pulls the same power and control crap with her. But still, it's hitting me hard. He was supposed to suffer for the rest of his life without me, in my mind. That was the deal I made in my own mind. But he's moved on and it's gnawing at me right now. Possibly mainly because I don't have anyone myself.