The surreal thing about all this is that you are the only person who can be in the same space with me, and yet I still feel the distance.

You were the only person I trusted with my innermost feelings for so long, then you disappeared when I needed you most.

In Steve's absence, it is hard to access the level of self-belief I had.
I believed in myself because he believed in me, and now you are asking me to figure out what remains?

I took it on the chin when he died, somehow, because that was the only option.