Ugh I just talked to this dude on the phone who I've sporadically have talked to in person over the past 10 years or so, and last time I saw him I was at a bit of a low weight (but he has also seen me at my highest weight, and I am embarrassed at how huge that difference is). He said he's lost some weight over the past few months and asked about myself and called me "little miss anorexic." That's how to approach it. Yeah. This fking dude. Too fat? rude comments. Too skinny? rude comments. (They're not intended as rude; I'm just sensitive af.)

And they just changed my pdoc appointment to in-person so I can be weighed...yay... it's so stupid. I can't even drive there (they don't want me to, anyways) so someone from the team is picking me up and taking me. There is no freakin' reason this is better than video appointment (okay, there are a few, but not as many as reasons it's worse).