I feel like heading into restriction again because the control feels good and also not eating much helps out my stomach issues and every stomach med my GI doc trys to put me on my pdoc says no to. My pdoc shot down a med that I thought was the answer and now I feel like I just need to work on my eating. Although the 2 of them want to talk now.

I've mentioned this in other places of the forum but my therapist wants to start working out with me when we do virtual. When she told me I was kinda like wtf. Then I sent an email this afternoon about my feelings about food. So I'm not sure if she still thinks we can be "accountaibilty buddies."