It's a very long day of traveling tomorrow for me. I have to get up at 4am, pack, and then drive for 2 hours.

After that, I need to return the rental car, get to the airport, take a 5 hour flight, go through customs, and finally get home by about 8pm. Long day.

I hope things go smoothly. They didn't go so well on the trip in, some really wild things happened and I really don't want a repeat.

My depression is still doing its thing so I'm feeling low, but I'm hanging on. This too shall pass.

I did have a chance to get into a really deep thought place. I focused on how I was feeling and for an hour, just let my thoughts pass by without feeding them. My mind eventually became much quieter and my body felt like jello.